我已经不再捐助联合国儿童基金会了,而直接帮助一个需要帮助的人,但是unicef并不知道,仍发各种邮件给我,又打动了我。

被随时提醒世界上还有那么多人的生命需要挽救,那么多生存权与发展权需要捍卫,这本身就很有意义: 其实就是在警醒自己勿忘初衷,不要偏离目前。

所以,继续捐吧。

我也不在乎钱少。

相比捐赠多少,是否参与捐赠更重要。

Italo-classic

我对风水一词有了新的理解:

只要空气好,水好,能填饱肚子,不管社会多压抑,只要自己心里不压抑,这样的人们怎么不做出一番事业?

庸人只看到风水好和发财之间相关性,却没有看到环境与心理之间的微妙作用,更不懂得通过接近自然而培养人的情怀的方法,如此不知其所以然,如此之瞎,怎能不流于迷信、愚昧?

什么是情怀?鲁智深看着五台山喝彩一回,就是大情怀!引英雄一回喝彩的好山好水,就是好风水!

刮风了,空气好了,心情愉快!中午能跑步了!

尽管比较冷,尽管感冒有严重倾向,但是这都没啥。

more than 2 hours, dozens of failures, i finally installed google map on this damn huawei phone, and probably with many features lost.

another reason to try to leave china.

i am tired of many things around me. but i don’t have enough energy to focus myself.

925-871-4153

我又哭了,难以抑制,看着youtube里的各种太空游戏,感觉自己就像一个终于认识到自己错误的小孩儿,掩面流泪。

我哭竟然是为了这个?!

但这些不就是我从小的梦想么,虽然已经不再是梦想,但是我觉得仍然对比起什么,以至于差点就大哭起来。

难道我们不应该像游戏里那样,探索浩瀚的宇宙,建立我们新的家园么?难道我们不应该摆脱这窒息的雾霾,在无限的空间自由生活么?

关注自己的生存空间没错,但是如果不看看头顶的天空,不去幻想天外的事情,真的对不起什么东西,一种一直在我内心深处作祟的东西,它从没离开过!

(205) 321-3898

i just reflected goals i made months ago.

  1. my family members to live more than 100 years.
  2. our parents to live more than 90 years
  3. to migrate to north america or europe
  4. to have 3 to 5 children
  5. to my own business
  6. to north american or european nationality
  7. to have 3 to 7 good friends
  8. to gain usd 182,500,000 before 2028-07-31

some changes should be made.

  1. my family members to live more than 100 years
    1. i got some suck. i made quite effort to build a healthier life for myself. but for my wife and my child, nothing happened. i should do more.
  2. our parents to live more than 90 years
    1. i did nothing. we did nothing.
  3. to migrate to america or europe
    1. i added this days ago. for i realized many dreams will never come true in china, at least in china status quo.
    2. i’ve started my new english learning plan.
  4. to have 3 to 5 children
    1. i really really want one more. i have to do something.
    2. we are too old for two more.
    3. the deeper question lies in my attitude to my genes. they might want to multiply as possible. but i always think the inheritance of thinking of people is more important and effective than inheritance of one person’s genes. teacher-student relationship is more crucial than father-son, if i really care about the human race. so one more is ok, the rest could come through adoption, helping, teaching.
  5. to build my own business
    1. i need sustainable income to support no only my life but also my dreams.
    2. i should be independent so i can use my money freely.
  6. to get north american or european nationality
    1. migration is more accurate to nationality. what we need is a better environment.
    2. nationality is just one step of it.
  7. to have 3 to 7 good friends
    1. i lowered its priority days ago, and i will delete it.
    2. i think i lost my ability to build a friendship
    3. for the view of living longer, a pet is a more realistic option
    4. and friends might not helpful to my dreams, but partners should do.
  8. to gain usd 182,500,000 before 2028-07-31
    1. the real thing matters is the value behind the money.
    2. money is one of  tools
    3. i will delete it
  9. to make my political appeals happen
    1. i added it now. if it is not in the list, i will lost half of my passion and courage.
    2. many thing should be done. but first i have make myself clear what i want.

the new version of my goals

  1. my family members to live more than 100 years.
  2. our parents to live more than 90 years
  3. to have 2 children
  4. to migrate to north america or europe
  5. to my own business
  6. to make my political appeals happen

for the goals number 1,2,3, a better real estate plan appeared in my mind and it should help a lot. i will try that later.

中午读完了坂本龙马,路上耳边都是风声。

按计划,我该全力投入ielts的学习了。

败象

北京通州老头儿老太太拦车要过路费,警察也不管,人们传播的视频各种封杀。可见:

  1. 北京的地方财政都见底了
  2. 北京的治安已经无法运行
  3. 政党仍然以为掩盖真相是自己的存活的关键,而无力去解决问题。简直就是把头埋在地里的鸵鸟。

可想全国其它地方怎样。

这枚蠢蛋、一旦有大事,恐怕真是不堪一击。